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Who I Really Am and some Apologies

I have been on this site for about half a year now. On other accounts, of course. There's a reason why I'm making this forum, to apologise to everyone.


My other accounts? I have around forty, but I'll give you the ones that have had a bit of prevalence on this site.

Bosstrolling (and all associated accounts on which I wrote my stories on while I was Bosstrolling), Devil's Angel, Breezephantom12, Isaac The Honest Reviewer, Isaac's girlfriend's accounts, Lady of Roses, HazelEyes, Indie, LightUpTheNight1 (and the original Light Up The Night account) Ericcartmanlovesthewalkingdead and Ihaveanoreocookieforaneyepatch.

So, that's a lot of accounts to have, huh? You probably know some of them, so let's start with the apologies.




  1. Anyone who I have reviewed as Isaac or Bosstrolling, sorry. I do believe that your stories were crap, but I don't really have the right to judge right now.
  2. Reddeadwalker and CarlGrime'sGirl. For anyone that doesn't know what I am talking about, I was a co-author with these users under the name Breezephantom12. It is called Open The Gates and can still be read today. I hated the story, so I wanted to troll it just to release some emotions at my hatred for the fic. I could have just said to the others that I disliked the story, but I was emotionally immature at the time. I didn't know doing something as small such as leaving a negative comment on my story could dig me in deeper. But seriously CarlGrime'sGirl, getting your "friend" to become my "assistant" just so more attention could be pulled to your stories?
  3. Squishybubbles and The Comicbook Cid. I wrote collabs with the both of you. If I am honest, I didn't think too highly of both of your writing skills. I felt mean though, so I just told Comic I mightn't be able to update and she accepted it. Honestly, I didn't like the direction of the story and believed that I was a superior writer. For Squishy, the workload was the killer. I had to beta all of your stories and then decided to write a collab with you. If I'm to be truthful, I was doing all the work such as writing the chapters and editing, and on top of my other stories and schoolwork, it was unbearable. I'm sorry, but it was. I could have told you guys the truth, but I was stupid.
  4. ShaneWalshFan. I think you're a horrid writer, but it still doesn't excuse what I did. I tricked you and lied to you, downvoted your stories to make myself feel superior and laughed it up as you tried to work it out. To any outsider, I started on this site as BreezePhantom12 and HazelEyes. I wanted to collab with someone else as HazelEyes, and this user messaged me. We agreed to write together, but then this user ignored me for a month. I got annoyed, so I called him a troll. He then trolled the story I was writing at the time, so I got so mad I created Bosstrolling, and that's when it all began. I downvoted his stories, beat him as King Troll and ruled this site by trolling other stories. It was the life, but I realise it was the wrong one.
  5. EllieWillowLavelle. You and another user deserve the apology a tonne. I lied to you, I was angry at you and ignored you, I didn't look at the facts and a tonne of other stuff. I cannot take all that back, but I can say that I truly am sorry for what I have done. Yes, Lady of Roses was me, but I was trying to make it up to you. I wanted to find out if you truly ratted me out to Kingpin, to see if maybe writing the nearly exact same story with you would make you feel better, and them my bullshit excuses when you sniffed me out. You are a fantastic writer and don't give up because of my stupidity. To outsiders, I wrote other stories as HazelEyes. After the whole thing with ShaneWalshFan, I wrote a Shane/OC. Ellie was a Shane writer and she reviewed my story and loved it. We messaged for a bit, but then our relationship fell by the wayside a little. After I trolled Open The Gates as Bosstrolling, Ellie joined in as a user named CrazyShane, but then she later changed it to Philip Blake. We had a fantastic friendship until the whole thing with Kingpin (where he exposed two of my accounts and ShaneWalshFan's accounts, but then I ratted on Ellie as I believed she had told Kingpin. She hadn't, it was actually reddeadwalker who had enquired after my stories after I trolled Open The Gates). I ignored her for most of the summer, than I messaged her as Lady of Roses asking for a co-writer. Ellie sniffed out my bullshit, but then I backtracked and messaged her as Bosstrolling the very same day to dispel the whole thing. We then wrote a story called Blackbird Song, but afterwards Ellie had some family issues and the whole thing went down the toilet. We haven't been really messaging for a couple of months now.
  6. Thewalkerinme. You deserve the apology the most. I took your friendship for granted, and it's only now I realise that. Yes, I have talked to you on all these accounts. When I got bored, I messaged you as another user for a chat. I played you, lied to you and violated your trust. It's only now I realise what a gem of a person you were and how you opened up. I am deeply, deeply sorry. I've spent the last few days reflecting on my choice, but this I have decided that writing this forum is necessary. I know you're bound to have questions, but I honestly don't think that even I know the answers. I've been a horrible friend to you. I regret what I did to you the most, as I truly regard you as a friend. You were so good to me, with your constant encouragement, and I lacked the bravery to own up. I lied about parts of my life to you (some of the things I said were true) and in the end, the guilt ate away at me. I know I can never take it back, and I understand if you hate my guts and never want to speak to me again, but before I go, I just want to say that you're a fantastic writer and brilliant person, and I wish you all the best.
Message any of these users for details I have missed out on. Some of the interactions took place on my now deleted stories, but I will try to fill in the blanks with these links. You can also message me. NOT ALL OF THESE LINKS ARE IN ORDER!!! SOME TAKE PLACE BEFORE AND AFTER, I'M JUST LINKING THEM AS I SEE THEM. ALSO NOTE THAT A LOT OF OUR CORRESPONDENCE TOOK PLACE IN PRIVATE MESSAGING!!!
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Story/42512/Open-the-Gates/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1209/Lets-Write-a-Fanfiction/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/261/Who-wants-to-write-a-fanfic-with-me/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1408/Does-anyone-want-to-help-write-my-story/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1412/Writing-A-Walking-Dead-Crossover-Seeking-Co-Writer/ (this is the forum where Shane Walsh Fan messaged me. He also goes as Toasty, Toasty is med, VV_Walking Dead and a few other names)
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1506/The-fcking-cnt-known-as-HazelEyes/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1513/If-youre-someone-that-hates-me/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1594/What-Do-You-Think-Of-The-Story-Open-The-Gates/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1518/A-little-something-to-the-people-who-keep-trolling-others-story/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1697/MESSAGE-FOR-ALL-OF-YOU/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Story/49832/The-Trolling-Dead/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1690/Trolling/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1692/The-Pathetic-Trolls-on-This-Site/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1752/Writing-a-story-looking-for-a-co-writer/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1703/Can-someone-please-explain-all-this-to-me-no-lies/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1700/Why-am-I-so-popular-also/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1707/Concerns/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1699/Why-does-everyone-seem-to-hate-me/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1701/Youre-all-bitches/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1694/Apologies/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1935/Looking-For-A-Co-Writer-Possibly-For-A-New-Story/ (THIS IS THE FORUM WHERE I MESSAGED THE COMICBOOK CID)
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1987/Wheres-EllieWillowLavelle/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/1996/BossTrolling/
ALSO NOTE THAT THE USER CLAIMING TO BE MY ASSISTANT IS NOT ME. IT IS A FRIEND OF CARLGRIME'SGIRL TRYING TO PUT MORE ATTENTION ON HER STORIES.
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Member/68488/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/2017/Trolling-shall-never-die/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/2020/I-hate-CarlGrimes-Girls-Stories/
http://www.walkingdeadfanfiction.com/Forums/Topic/2074/Possible-Story/
Here's just the links I found in the forums. As I said, message me or any of the users I have apologised to for more info.
Also, I am a twelve year old female from Ireland. Just to get that out of the way.
Devil's Angel Devil's Angel
11/22/14

@Devil's Angel
I have nothing to say. I'm not going to be an ass about it neither. But I trusted you. When you trust people, you care; I cared. You were nicer than my actual friends and now I find that completely "untrue" in some sort. I've talked to about six of you. And two out of those were total asses. So, you told me one of other stories didn't deserve to be on the site. I started to believe that for a second, 'cause someone else hated it. If hey hated it, then what was the point? I was actually REALLY excited to have you write with me on "Jacob's Journal"...Now I regret it. This kind of stuff, is why I have serious trust issues. You know what? I might as well not even write anymore on this site. Since I can't trust anyone except for one person (thewalkerinme), it's practically worthless on writing on here. If I continue, then I'm "ok"; however, if I don't, then I'll be on wattpad. Thanks for lying. Thanks for being a "friend" or whatever the hell you want to call that. Thanks for putting this up. It took courage to do that. Thanks for hating my writing. Now I know I truly suck and that I should stop. -Tracy

@The Comicbook Cid
Don't stop writing because someone decided they would be a total ass hat and upset a lot of people, your a good writer and you enjoy it so who care what anyone else thinks, you use it as an escape and that's fine so do a lot of people don't just let one person shut you down because they can't be sensible and a decent human begin

@Devil's Angel

maybe just telling people the truth would have been better instead of lying to people, not only have you upset a lot of
people by doing this but you have also put them
down and made them feel bad about themselves,
so I do hope your satisfied with whatever you hoped to
gain , have a nice life and maybe learn from your mistakes

Squishybubbles Squishybubbles
11/22/14

@Squishybubbles
I did learn. It's why I made this post, to show that I am truly sorry. I understand if none of you want to talk to me ever again, and that's your choice and I understand 100%. I am sorry.


@The Comicbook Cid
I do understand if all of you hate me. I am leaving this site. I know I can never make up from what I've done, but don't stop writing just because I was an ass. Please don't.

Devil's Angel Devil's Angel
11/22/14

@Devil's Angel

I appreciate your apology to these people and I'll let walkinme and CarlGrime'sGirl know if they don't already.

@The Comicbook Cid
And walkerinme is an AMAZING girl. And I get the whole trust issue. I used to trust someone on here named Alice_Weekes, but in the end, she became a jerk to me and ruined our friendship. The point I'm trying to make is that friendship wise, it can be a GOOD investment to trust people down the road. Not all of them obviously, but at least some. I've got quite a few friends on this site that I know A LOT about and they would NEVER try to hurt me in ANY way. So, try to keep that in mind down the road. Or don't. Like they say in the Walking Dead Game, the choice is yours. Good luck to you, Tracy.
Peace...I guess...yeah....

Old Snake Old Snake
11/22/14

@Mulejuice2
Thank you. You honestly don't know how much it means to me right now.

Devil's Angel Devil's Angel
11/22/14

@Devil's Angel
No problem. I'm personally not mad at you, so it's fine.

Old Snake Old Snake
11/22/14

@Devil's Angel
I had my suspicions that you were BreezePhantom12 and all her accounts that she had associated with herself, but I honestly wasn't sure so I didn't say anything. I'm really glad that you decided to come clean about this, I know it may have been hard for you and it probably took a lot of maturity to do that. I'm not mad at you at all. This is just fanfiction after all, you've had your fun, now it's time to move on. I don't think you should leave this site, I think you're a pretty good writer and if you had just told me what you didn't like about my writing then I would've been okay with that. There were things I didn't like about your writing and definitely things I disagreed with in CarlGrime'sGirl's writing and I was going to try to talk to you guys about those things and be open to receiving some criticism from you two, but the whole things went down in flames before I had the chance. In life you can't just leave because you've made some mistakes and I think you should see that as an analogy for this site. You may have been mean at points in your time on this site, but you've been nice too and I don't think people should ignore the latter. Maybe you were lying or maybe not, but you've said things like:
"This is pretty good! I just read up to Chappy Five and am really enjoying it. It's very well-written and I love Forrest so far! A male OC's POV is very unique, and I give props to you for that, especially with all the romance on this site. I look forward to Beth!
I would be very grateful if you checked out my story and told me what you think! Of course, you don't have to, but since you have so many chapters and now what you're doing when it comes to writing, your feedback would be appreciated ;)"

That, I would consider to be, very nice on your part and that reflects on your personality as well. You've done some things in life your not proud of, I've done things, everyone has done things and people who want to judge you for it are hypocrites. Everyone is the way they are for a reason; whether it's because they were born that way and they can't control themselves or because of what has been done unto them and that's the only kind of behavior they know how to display. If the world was truly empathetic there would be no judgement even for the darkest of hearts.

Anyways, I wish you the best and you have been forgiven.

@The Comicbook Cid
I don't think you should leave this site just because you've experienced a little adversity. No matter what we do in life, how good we are at something, or how much peace we have put into the world, not everyone is going to like you because that's just how people are. You may not be the best writer, I'm not the best writer, Devil's Angel is not the best writer, no one is a flawless writer. Just don't take this too seriously because it's really not your fault.

reddeadwalker reddeadwalker
11/22/14

@reddeadwalker
I'm not taking things to serious, it's that I trusted her. Trust is something that is hard to give and well as receive. Now I know I fucked up.

Devil, Boss, Breeze, the girl that I have been friends with for months. I will say, this does surprise me. A lot. And your confession and apology did make me tear up. I am disappointed, and I do feel an element of betrayal. But I don't "hate your guts". I'm not sure I'm capable of that, especially towards you even after all of this. You are my friend. Like, love hate my stories, you are my "internet buddy" remember? So, I forgive you. Because this is the internet and it doesn't matter. It's a virtual reality in which misfit, youth and rebellious souls are free to roam and wreck havoc as much as we can. And by the sounds of it you have had a lot of time to reflect on this. So stop feeling sorry for yourself and start typing away on your keypad and do some fucking writing, silly.
Let this go and just be you. For once.

Love, Walker. And you better not go anywhere. I've severely missed our daily chats and goof arounds. Message you later when you've got your ass in gear. X

thewalkerinme thewalkerinme
11/22/14

@Devil's Angel
Whoops, forgot to click reply.

thewalkerinme thewalkerinme
11/22/14

@Devil's Angel

Ps. I'm serious. Don't you go anywhere. XxX

thewalkerinme thewalkerinme
11/22/14

@reddeadwalker



@thewalkerinme



I sincerely want to thank the both of you. I'm kind of tearing up at the maturity and level of forgiveness both of you have shown to me, I know it musn't have been easy, especially after the things I've done. I won't leave this site, but I'm abandoning my other accounts and focusing on this one, and finally hope to get a clean break. Thank you :)

Devil's Angel Devil's Angel
11/22/14

@Devil's Angel

That's actually nice to hear :) You have one thing I don't have sometimes-resilience.

@Devil's Angel
I'm glad you've decided to stick around.

reddeadwalker reddeadwalker
11/23/14

@Devil's Angel
Jesus, give this fucking kid a cookie. You're 12 and you've been running all this top-secret trolling crap? Dude, when I was 12 I was riding my 3 wheelers and not giving a fuck. You're super smart kiddo. (I am ShaneWalshFan btw). So uh, yeah. I guess thanks for the apology. Ya know, it's funny. When I first joined this site I was like. Da fuq? These stories are horrible. Downvoted a few and left controversial comments on a Daryl fanfic and then all the fan-girl hate began. Super hilarious. Had a great time. Sparked up some friendships and I was like the King of this web-site. Then I went on hiatus mid-season 4 finale (due to a lot of inactivity in the forums and stuff) but I returned to all this crap. But seriously, you're 12. 12. I can't wrap my head around the fact that you basically deceived a bunch of teenagers. Anyway, I never knew about all these freakin' accounts you created. Dude, that's fucked up. In a good way. So, yeah. Thanks I guess. And I think you deserve an apology from all the shit I said to you. So, sorry? xD. Whatever. This is awkward.

askrickgrimes askrickgrimes
11/23/14

@Devil's Angel
Jesus, give this fucking kid a cookie. You're 12 and you've been running all this top-secret trolling crap? Dude, when I was 12 I was riding my 3 wheelers and not giving a fuck. You're super smart kiddo. (I am ShaneWalshFan btw). So uh, yeah. I guess thanks for the apology. Ya know, it's funny. When I first joined this site I was like. Da fuq? These stories are horrible. Downvoted a few and left controversial comments on a Daryl fanfic and then all the fan-girl hate began. Super hilarious. Had a great time. Sparked up some friendships and I was like the King of this web-site. Then I went on hiatus mid-season 4 finale (due to a lot of inactivity in the forums and stuff) but I returned to all this crap. But seriously, you're 12. 12. I can't wrap my head around the fact that you basically deceived a bunch of teenagers. Anyway, I never knew about all these freakin' accounts you created. Dude, that's fucked up. In a good way. So, yeah. Thanks I guess. And I think you deserve an apology from all the shit I said to you. So, sorry? xD. Whatever. This is awkward.

askrickgrimes askrickgrimes
11/23/14

@Devil's Angel
Jesus, give this fucking kid a cookie. You're 12 and you've been running all this top-secret trolling crap? Dude, when I was 12 I was riding my 3 wheelers and not giving a fuck. You're super smart kiddo. (I am ShaneWalshFan btw). So uh, yeah. I guess thanks for the apology. Ya know, it's funny. When I first joined this site I was like. Da fuq? These stories are horrible. Downvoted a few and left controversial comments on a Daryl fanfic and then all the fan-girl hate began. Super hilarious. Had a great time. Sparked up some friendships and I was like the King of this web-site. Then I went on hiatus mid-season 4 finale (due to a lot of inactivity in the forums and stuff) but I returned to all this crap. But seriously, you're 12. 12. I can't wrap my head around the fact that you basically deceived a bunch of teenagers. Anyway, I never knew about all these freakin' accounts you created. Dude, that's fucked up. In a good way. So, yeah. Thanks I guess. And I think you deserve an apology from all the shit I said to you. So, sorry? xD. Whatever. This is awkward.

askrickgrimes askrickgrimes
11/23/14

@Devil's Angel
Jesus, give this fucking kid a cookie. You're 12 and you've been running all this top-secret trolling crap? Dude, when I was 12 I was riding my 3 wheelers and not giving a fuck. You're super smart kiddo. (I am ShaneWalshFan btw). So uh, yeah. I guess thanks for the apology. Ya know, it's funny. When I first joined this site I was like. Da fuq? These stories are horrible. Downvoted a few and left controversial comments on a Daryl fanfic and then all the fan-girl hate began. Super hilarious. Had a great time. Sparked up some friendships and I was like the King of this web-site. Then I went on hiatus mid-season 4 finale (due to a lot of inactivity in the forums and stuff) but I returned to all this crap. But seriously, you're 12. 12. I can't wrap my head around the fact that you basically deceived a bunch of teenagers. Anyway, I never knew about all these freakin' accounts you created. Dude, that's fucked up. In a good way. So, yeah. Thanks I guess. And I think you deserve an apology from all the shit I said to you. So, sorry? xD. Whatever. This is awkward.

askrickgrimes askrickgrimes
11/23/14

Don't even ask why I posted that so many times. Fuckin' computers.

askrickgrimes askrickgrimes
11/23/14