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Maggie's Nightmare

Maggie's Nightmare: Chapter Five

Thanks to everyone who has read this story and have subscribed - you made my day today :)

And, a Special Thank you to DixieWolf and chroniclesofnarnia for commenting on Chapter Four ... you guys rock!

As I mentioned last chapter, things are about to get worse for the characters, so everyone be warned!

now back to our story ...


Maggie's POV – Maggie tells Glenn about what really happened at Woodbury


As I looked into Glenn's eyes and began to think of what words to say, I still wasn't so sure how much I should tell him, but I before I said another word I reached out and pulled Glenn close to me. I had wrapped my arms so tightly around Glenn; you would think I was trying to crush him. I just wanted to hold on to this moment, the moment before he knew everything. I could deal with the rape, I could even deal with this pregnancy, but if things changed between me and Glenn I think I would break in two. Then, I figured if I was going to do this, I had to just get it out. Like a band-aid just, I just needed to rip the damn thing off!

"He unzipped his pants and I told him to just do whatever he was going to do, and then I told him to go to hell …

Then, he started to touch me … down there, you know? And, that's when I really started to freak out. I tried to get away from him … not like I could go anywhere locked in the room with, and … I guess he didn't like that too much. He grabbed me by the back of my head and bashed the front of my face into the table ... after that, I lost consciousness for a while, I think. And, the next thing I knew … he was inside of me. And … and, he had tied my hands together. You know … so, I couldn't fight him."

"Maggie I'm so sorry. I'm so … so sorry."

Glenn looked so sad; I felt terrible telling him all this.

"I tried not to cry … I didn't want that bastard to know that he was getting to me. I tried …

… I don't know how long it went on, but it seemed like forever …

I felt so sick inside, but I just tried to stay quiet. I tried to keep my mind elsewhere. I guess I kind of checked out …

… It was me, but … it wasn't me, you know?"

Glenn nodded.

But, then … then, he started to do … it … differently. He took his shirt off … and, he … just started to …

... I don't know, he was … acting like he was making love to me."

I shook my head and lowered it into my hands. I rubbed my eyes, trying to get the picture out of what happened out of my head.

"It made me physically sick! I could take what he was doing before, he was using my body but … not reaching my soul. But, by trying to be intimate … I just couldn't let him take that from me…from us!"

I paused and looked over at Glenn, he had tears running down his face. Although The Governor had done this physically to me, the act of intimacy … was something that was stolen from the both of us.

"I couldn't take another second of that. So, I started to freak out, I guess. I don't really remember exactly what I did; I just know that I wanted it all to stop. At that point, I was ready to tell him anything – I just wanted him to stop."

"God, Maggie. I can't believe this … I wish I could bash his fucking head in!"

Glenn stood up; I could tell this was really getting to him. He started to pace.

"I'm sorry, Maggie. I am so fucking pissed off!"

"I'm sorry too. I'm sorry that it happened to me … I'm sorry that this happened to us. But, it wasn't either of our faults. There was nothing either of us could have done to stop it. You know that, right?"

Glenn sat beside me again.

"I just wished I could have protected you. But, now … after hearing this … I just wish I had a chance to kill him! He's a fucking psychopath!"

I looked straight into Glenn's eyes, "He's a monster, Glenn … a monster."

He was a monster, I thought to myself. A sick demented monster. And, he had his hands all over me. He was inside of me. I thought back to what he told me after he was done.

Maggie's POV – the night of the attack

He pulled himself out of me and kept his body pressed to mine. He swept the hair gently from my face, and then grabbed my jaw and pulled my face right next to his.

"You could have stopped me at anytime, Maggie. You even let me finish inside of you ... you must have really enjoyed yourself!"

He pushed my face away with his hands, and began to zip and buckle his pants.

How could anyone do that to another person? How could he do that to me? I cringed as I thought about his words "finish inside you."

I was so disgusted.

I could feel a knot begin to tighten in my stomach; it twisted and turned.

"Fuck you!" I hissed back at him.

It happened so fast that I barely saw it coming. I had enough time to close my eyes as the back of his hand slammed into my face. I cried out from the pain; he had hit me so hard. Then, he grabbed my arms and threw me into the wall. I would have fallen to the floor if didn't already have a handful of my hair holding me up against the wall. He put his other hand around my throat; choking me. I could barely breathe.

He put his face close to mine and laughed.

"Hah, that's pretty funny, you know? Fuck You!" he said mockingly at me.

"Well, I just did ... sweetheart. And, it felt so good."

He licked my cheek and then whispered in my ear, "You're so feisty, Maggie! I like that in a woman."

I cringed - I could smell his spit on my face and could taste him in my mouth. I started to feel sick, like physically sick. Then, he kissed me again on my mouth; soft, like we were lovers or something. He was repulsive, but I didn't respond, but tried to just keep my mouth closed. My stomach churned and I could feel the bile rise up in my throat.

And, then out it came. I threw up beside the table, right onto the floor. He backed away from me - Guess he didn't want any vomit on his shoes.

"I guess you didn't enjoy that as much as I did … too bad. Now get dressed!" He ordered.

Then, he cut my hands free from the rope he had bound them with earlier. I looked down and my hands were purple, and they throbbed as the blood rushed back into them. There were indentations from where the ropes had squeezed my wrists and they were bright red from where the rope had rubbed off some of the skin. I rubbed my wrists, and looked up and saw that he was watching me. He had such a smug look on his face. He just stood there and watched me … not saying a word. I pulled up my pants and reached for my bra and shirt.

"Not those! Leave those off."

I looked at him and pulled my shirt and bra close to me to cover my naked chest. He walked up to me and ripped the shirt and bra from my hands.

"I told you to leave those off!"

I felt so humiliated, so ashamed, so disgusted with myself. He grabbed me by the arm and dragged me over towards the door. He knocked three times.

"Guards!"

Two men walked in upon hearing his orders barked through the door.

"Please escort me and the lady here over to the other holding cell."

They grabbed me by both arms and led me out of the room. They walked me past The Governor, and he just smiled at eyes seared into me, and I began to sob silently. As we walked down the hall, I desperately tried to compose myself despite the fact that I was being paraded around half naked in front of all these men. Then, The Governor pushed past the other men, and grabbed a hold of my arm and pulled me towards a door that led to another room.

He opened the door and that's when I saw Glenn.

I almost fainted; it felt like I had been stabbed in the heart. After everything that just happened to me … there was Glenn, just a few feet away from me. I just wanted to run into his arms. I wanted to run away with him. But … he was so bloody; they had beaten him so badly – I just couldn't believe it. That's when I realized we were probably not going to make it out of this; we might not even live past tonight.

The Governor grabbed me tightly and pushed me through the doorway with a gun held to my head. And, I could see it in Glenn's face the moment he saw me; he was devastated.

Although his eyes were swollen and bruised, it didn't stop the tears from flowing. He started to struggle. He tried to get to me, but they just held him back and made him watch.

"You see, Glenn? Look what your silence has brought upon poor Maggie. Aren't you supposed to protect her from situations like this? Some man you are! How could you let this happen to her? And, for what? A simple piece of information … and, all of this would be over by now."

Glenn and I just stared at each other. We were both so defeated - so devastated.

"So, no one's gonna talk, huh? Alright then … let's see here …"

The Governor let go of my arm and walked over to Glenn and placed the gun right to Glenn's temple. I started to feel faint again; I felt the blood rushing from my head. I started to panic and hyperventilate. I buckled over, and one of the guards rushed over and grabbed me before I fell over.

"Maggie …" I heard Glenn's voice as I started to black out.

Then, I heard The Governor should something angry from the distance that pulled me back to consciousness.

"Maggie!!" he screamed.

I started to regain my balance finally, my eyes focused in on Glenn, and the gun The Governor had pressed against his head.

"Maggie!"

The Governor hissed at me again.

"Maggie, look at me!" He pressed the gun hard into Glenn's temple. Glenn couldn't help but flinch at the pain.

"Now, look at Glenn here ..."

I couldn't help it; tears welled up and began trickling down my face. I didn't think there were any tears left in me, but I was wrong.

"See this gun here? Well, I'm going to blow his fucking brains out right in front of you if you don't tell me what I want to know - right now!"

Glenn looked at me and shook his head no. He didn't want me to say anything. I knew he was willing to die for the others … and that's part of the reason why I loved him so much. He would do anything for those he loved. Even die to protect them.

The Governor became increasingly agitated, but he softened his voice when he spoke to me again, "Now, come on Maggie … tell me where it is …

Tell me where the rest of your group is and I will spare his life."

Glenn shook his head no again.

"You've got five seconds Maggie … He paused and began to count. I felt sick. I couldn't loose Glenn, not like this, not right now.

"Five, four, three, two …" he continued.

I couldn't watch Glenn die. I knew Glenn might be mad. Hell, I was mad. But, I had to tell him.
"They're at the prison! They're at the prison! Please don't hurt him …they're at the prison."

Glenn exhaled deeply and closed his eyes. I know he might have been disappointed in me for risking everyone's lives, but I couldn't lose him. I just couldn't!

"I'm so sorry Glenn, I'm so so sorry …" I whimpered.

I had been so defeated. The Governor had won; he got what he wanted from me.
He brought the gun down. "The prison, huh? The one bout five miles up the road?"

I nodded and confirmed, "Yes."

The Governor then pulled me close to him, and kissed me on the cheek. His touch made my skin crawl. "See that wasn't so hard, was it?"

Then, he pushed me away and I ran straight into Glenn's arms. He wrapped them around me so tightly and I buried my face in his shoulder.

"It's okay, Maggie. It's okay."

Glenn just kept saying it over and over again. And, then I heard the door slam shut, and I just started to ball. I was completely overwhelmed. We had both almost died, and for what? He was right … he got the location anyways. Glenn was beaten and I had been raped, and for what? Nothing!

Maggie's POV – her memory of when she told Glenn about what really happened at Woodbury

"So, that's it. You know the rest."

"Yeah, I do. I just didn't want to believe that this happened to you. It's so frustrating. I feel like I didn't do anything to stop it. I could've stopped it by telling them about the prison, but I didn't!"

I could see the anger on Glenn's face. The disappointment.

"Glenn … please don't think like that! You don't think I feel the same way. I feel like I allowed him to do this. I feel like I allowed him to have you beaten almost killed by a walker …

And, for what Glenn? For what? He won, he got what he wanted."

I paused and just looked over at Glenn. I could see that he felt he was most to blame for this situation. And, he wasn't to blame. I couldn't let him feel like that. It wasn't fair and it wasn't his fault!

"He's evil, Glenn. And, we shouldn't drive ourselves crazy thinking about what we could have done or should have done. It happened. We both got hurt. It wasn't either of our faults. And, that's it."

"Then, you don't blame me?" Glenn asked.

"No, of course I don't blame you … I love you. And, I never want you to feel like this was your fault or that you didn't do enough. Okay?"

Glenn nodded and seemed to be in a bit of shock; he seemed to be processing everything. We just sat there in silence for a little while.

Then, Glenn looked over to me, "Are you okay, Maggie? Tell me … what can I do?"

"Glenn, just being here with me is enough. I'm dealing with this the best I can … given the circumstances."

"So, the baby … the baby is definitely his … isn't it?" Glenn asked very quietly.

"Yes."

My heart broke in two just saying aloud for the first time. I closed my eyes and just breathed slowly; trying not to complicate the moment. Then, I felt Glenn's hands wrap around mine.

"I don't care, Maggie. I love you. And, I will be here for you …

And …

I will be here for this baby. I want you to know that. I want you to know that this doesn't have to change anything between us …

... I mean, it doesn't change anything for me," he paused.

"Does it change anything for you?" Glenn looked anxiously at me, wondering what I would say.

I smiled at him, "No, it doesn't change anything. I still love you more than anything in the world, and I cannot imagine going through this life without. We can never know what this life will throw at us, but as long as we have each other - we'll be okay."

Glenn leaned in and kissed me and pulled me tight into his chest. He held me tight there for hours. This secret had weighed on my heart. And, for the first time in months … I slept.

END CHAPTER FIVE

Notes

poor, poor Maggie and Glenn :(

Maggie, Glenn and the rest of the group are really in for the fight of their lives with this version of The Governor. He truly is a depraved mad man. I hope you keep reading to find out what the group and The Gov'na have been up to and what evil plans The Governor has in store for everyone ...


And, if you like this story, please leave a review or comment. More reviews and comments, the faster the chapters come out :)

Comments

oh my goodness. This is good. You have done an amazing job writing this. I am a little sad, I have reached the end and I like it so much. I need to finish it.... Im worried about what will happen. But I am excited

RedneckDaryl16 RedneckDaryl16
3/24/15

oh my goodness. This is good. You have done an amazing job writing this. I am a little sad, I have reached the end and I like it so much. I need to finish it.... Im worried about what will happen. But I am excited

RedneckDaryl16 RedneckDaryl16
3/24/15

This story is really good!!! I read My Guardian and I could not stop. I love Bethyl and Maggie and Glenn. I really hope you add to both stories...... I really cannot stop reading them.

Bethyl333 Bethyl333
3/23/15

This story is amazing! I love the way you're having The Governor be more like he was in the comics... poor Maggie! I also like that while this is mainly about Maggie and The Governor, you've put some Bethyl in there. Can't wait for the next chapter!

Anonymous101 Anonymous101
3/21/15

@The Viking

haha thanks:')

PizzaGlenn PizzaGlenn
2/21/15