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Endless

Big Brother

"Get the fuck out! You're drunk and bothering the hell out of me." I wanted to hit him. Matter of fact, I wanted to kill him. I hated when Merle would come 'visit' Daryl. It was like everything changed and went into some 'save Merle' routine. He would stay for about a week or two and then take off somewhere again or get into jail. But I had to support Daryl. And he loved his big brother so dearly, something I would never really understand. Merle eased closer towards me, I could literally smell the alcohol and existing vomit all over him. It made me sick. Where the fuck was Daryl? He was supposed to come back in case this lowlife showed his drunken manner. "Sweetheart.. What belongs to my brother also belongs to me. Now, hows' about you pull them panties down hhhuh?" I cringed at his request and closed the bedroom door, locking it. Fear was creeping up inside of me and I almost wanted to cry. Merle had never went this far. Whenever I would come over he was always a little too.. close, but he never tried this. I tried calling Daryl again but it went straight to voicemail. I bit my lip out of anger I couldn't control. I had a sharp feeling of determination, if he didn't show soon I might even shoot Merle. In the leg or something, a flesh wound. But then again I don't think I could ever shoot someone. I heard a door slam open and then hard, fast foot steps. My heart skipped a beat and I sighed with sweet relief. My hero was coming to save me.

"What the hell?" I heard his voice and unlocked the door, tears trying to show themselves from my green orbs. But I wouldn't cry, not over this. Merle was on the floor, against the door giggling like a crazed hyena. "Ohh, baby brother! Coming to rescue the damsel in distress?" I ignored him and looked back up at Daryl, his face full of confusion. "He.. he was trying to.. I locked the door." I searched for the right words. But how could you tell someone you care for, that their sibling they looked up to tried to get you unclothed? I didn't even know if he would take my side. If he would defend me against his older brother, who he took care of time after time. He was under Merle's spell in some small way. He picked up Merle by the collar of his dirty shirt, not saying a word and led him down the hall towards the bathroom. I went after them. "What are you doing? You're going to take care of him? He tried to-" Daryl threw him in there like a rag doll and turned towards me, stubborness and warning in his eyes. "He's my brother Macy! God damn. What do you want me to do?" And then I did something I'd never thought I'd do to Daryl Dixon. I slapped him.

"Be a fucking man. Or atleast act like you love me asshole! He could have raped me, and you're going to wrap him in a blanket and take him to bed like the good baby brother you are?!" We had always fought. I can't tell you how many times we've pushed and shoved but then end up saying sorry right afterwards. Our relationship and feelings were far too immature. But I know that we will blossom into something greater. I have a feeling. Except for right now, right now I was feeling murderous. He stared at me as if I had lost my mind, but then I could also tell he was hurt. He clenched a fist and raised it, "You hit me? Macy! What is wrong with you?!" I shook my head and grabbed his face instantly feeling guilty. "No! No, I'm so sorry honey! Please." He grabbed my wrists, "You think I don't love you?! I try Mace, I do. But you just don't understand. It's Merle. " He pushed me away and went back into the bathroom. And just like that my guilt for what I'd done was gone. I was always so scared he'd choose Merle over me.


I woke up in a cold sweat. My hair stuck to my face, my whole body felt sticky and caked with dirt. I tried to relive the events of the previous day. The Governor had made us all feel safe when we arrived to Woodbury yesterday, clothing and feeding us. He showed us our new rooms and then offered to show us around the small town today. He made me feel safe and secure, but that worried me in a weird way. Something was screaming inside of me. Screaming to get out of there. But in this world of death and despair, anything that seemed slightly hopeful was something to hold on to. Woodbury had all of the intentions of being a potential paradise.

I got into the shower, scrubbing the scum off of me. To my surprise, I hear a slight cough. I turn my head to look out from behind the curtain to find James face. I smiled sweetly, his face a little bruised and he had a cut on his left eyebrow. But they were all minor injuries. I scanned his beauty, being reminded of Daryl. I always thought of Daryl when I felt anything towards James, even though I would never admit it. "Can I help yah sir?" I was in the need of some comfort. Someone to hold me and tell me it would be o.k. Someone to just be.. there. Daryl couldn't do that anymore.

He winked and started to undress, he looked back up at me with a look of asking for permission. I nodded as if to say yes. This little thing we had was a secret to just us. An impulsive decision. Well more impulsive for me. I stayed silent and kept my back to him for a moment, he blocked the water streaming out of the shower head and started to rub my back. Creeping his hands around to each of my breasts, he started to kiss my neck. I smiled slightly at the momentarily feeling of pleasure. Everything seemed so care-free. I closed my eyes and let my skin take in the touch of his. And instantly my mind was filled with his face. All I could see was that angry look he wore as a constant mask.

"My hands only, right?"

My eyes snapped open at the memory of his voice and I could still feel James touch. I realized where I was and turned towards James who seemed confused at my sudden urgency. I grabbed his face and pulled him to me, kissing him. I needed that feeling. I needed someone right now and I honestly didn't care who the fuck it was.

It didn't take long for the Governor to pay us a visit. He seemed so eager to please us. Eager to gain our trust. It made me feel slightly nervous. Anyone this perfect had something to hide. "Are you guys ready for the tour? We certainly want you to feel at home." My eyes converted over to Marcus, whose expression was unreadable. We all nodded and followed him out the door. It was unreal for me to think this place was actually safe. He showed us the outside first, the barrier that held the dead outside. "What if a herd comes through and breaks down the wall?" I asked. As if we were on some school field trip. I almost giggled at the thought. The Governor turned his head in my direction and flashed me a sincere smile. "No worries, we have plenty of ammo and things for those sort of situations." I nodded and continued to walk with him.

The tour started to grow boring for me. I wondered where Merle was? Probably getting care for that hand. Would he remember me? Of course he would. It hadn't been that long! Two years since I last laid eyes on the Dixon brothers.

I blinked back the tears and kept walking behind my brothers. To get my mind off of things, I looked around this little town. I could see people walking the streets, actually smiling. A mother and her two kids eating sandwiches, completely forgetting the world around them. I wanted to be like that. I craved to have that sense of security. While we were walking back to our new home, I heard a faint whisper of my name. I turned my head towards the sound and found myself staring at the one and only, Merle.


"Hey sugar tits. Haven't seen my baby brother have you?"


Comments

I love it so good
Ceeekes Ceeekes
10/13/13
@Okgurl87

Yes, This next chapter will be from both sides, which i'm writing now. I just hope I can pull it off! I want to portray him in the right way. But thank you!!(:

Even if we already know what happens, I'm glad to see what happens next. Are you gonna do a chapter from Daryl's POV? I'd like to see what he is thinking. Great job!
Okgurl87 Okgurl87
4/15/13

@Death_to_Roses I wanted to stop so that it'd have more suspense. Yeah you guys all know what happens to Daryl and Merle, but not Macy (; The next chapter will be up probably tomorrow night. Maybe even tonight because I am already writing it now.

Why stop it there? It really makes no sense since we all know this happens so the shock factor isn't really all that effective. :/ I just want mooore.
Death_to_Roses Death_to_Roses
4/15/13