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Never Trust Love

Im Sorry.

I opened my eyes, looking around I saw Daryl standing in the corner of my tent, his head down. “Daryl?” I said, more to myself then him. Thinking this was a dream, I was dead. “Jessica?” he walked to the entrance of the tent and yelled for Lori. Lori came walking in and over to me, Daryl then left. “Hey, good morning. How are you feeling?” I looked at her then got the flash back of what happened. I felt the tears starting to come up, and I couldn’t stop them. “Oh honey..” She said rubbing my arm. “I-I just want to be alone” I said, trying to turn away from her; but the pain shooting throughout my body stopped me from doing so. “Ugh” I said in pain. “Here I brought you two pills, take them with the water.” She said putting them beside the bed, and leaving the tent. After I took the pills, I laid there. I couldn’t stop thinking about what had happened. I wondered how I even got back to the camp. I towards the door of the tent hearing people talk outside. “She can’t be left alone; she needs someone to stay with her at all times. We now know that there are two enemies out there, walkers and other people.” “I’ll stay with her, I have watch tonight anyway.” I noticed the voices to be Rick and Daryl. I started to feel numb from the pills I had taken. I finally decided to sit up, as I did I groaned out in pain.
Rick came in upon hearing me. “Hey, you think you’re okay to talk to me, tell me what happened?” He said kneeling in front of me. I saw Daryl looking in from the outside. Rick placed him hand on my knee in a comforting way, but I jerked away. “I’m sorry.” I said my voice cracking. “It’s okay when you’re ready, let me know. We will find him, and he will own up to what he did.” I felt tears trying to come up again, but I held them back in front of them. I didn’t want them to see me cry. “Is there anything I can do for you?” Rick asked. “No.” I was lying, I wanted food. Even though I knew I could trust him, my body didn’t want any guys around, all except for one. “I’m just going to sleep.” “Okay then, Daryl will be right outside your tent if you need anything.” He said as he got up and walked out of the tent, looking at Daryl before he left. “I know you’re hungry.” I looked at him, confused. “I heard your stomach.” I looked away, feeling embarrassed. “Can I ask you a question?” “Sure.” He said as he sat on the bed across from me. “How, who found me? I remember seeing your face, and then everything went black.” He was quiet just looking at me with his blue eyes. I looked away, I felt disgusting. I felt like he shouldn’t even want to talk to me, I was tainted, trash. I felt the tears start to come up again, but held them back. “Well, I saw him knock you out. I ran as fast as I could. I grabbed Rick, and we followed you tacks for an hour.” He trailed off looking at the ground. “Then we found you.” I couldn’t stop the tears now, they flowed freely. I turned away from him not wanting him to see me cry. Before I knew it his hands were around me, hugging me.
We hadn’t had any physical contact, more less a conversation since that night. “Leave, I don’t want you here anymore, I’m- I’m disgusting” I said pushing him away from me. “Damn it woman, can’t you just shut up.” He said pressing his lips against mine. “I can’t Daryl, I just can’t” I said moving away from him. “Fine, whatever” He said storming out of the tent. Tears ran down my face, as I lay back on my bed. The images of what that man did to me, then the images of my first time with him. I fell asleep from the pill, and when I awoke all I could think of was Daryl. I got up, pain coming from every inch of my body. I slowly walked to the entrance of the door and opened it. The sun hit me hard, burring my eyes as the sun hit them. I looked around, stepping out into the warm summer day; it felt good on my skin. I saw Rick with Lori and their son Carl around the fire. They were cooking food; I hadn’t realized how hungry I was until I smelled the food. Lori saw me and quickly got up, coming over to me. “Hey are you okay?” She asked holding my arm, helping me walk. “Yeah I’m fine I just needed some air.” “Are you hungry?” “Yeah. Kind of.” I said “Come sit with us then sweetie.” She said with a smile, leading me over to where she was sitting. I sat in a chair, wincing in pain as my side came in contact with the chair. She handed me a paper plate with some cooked squirrel and some crackers. I ate, talking with them about what they have been doing for the last couple of days. They had found a house not too far away from here; it looked safe and had enough rooms for all of us. Rick, Shane and Glenn were going to go check it out tomorrow morning.
I finished eating then decided to go apologize to Daryl, he saved me and more than once. I looked over to Lori then asked her if she knew where Daryl was. “Yeah he’s over by the RV keeping watch.” “Thanks.” I slowly stood up, ignoring the pain. “I’ll see you guys at dinner.” I said as I walked toward the RV. I finally reached it and saw that Daryl was walking out of the forest carrying some squirrels. I walked towards him, my heart racing as I came closer to him. When I caught up to him, I walked beside him. “Hey I need to talk to you.” I said looking at my feet as we walked. “I don’t wana talk to you, you aint nuttn but a pain in my ass.” I was taken back; he had never spoken to me like this before. “Please Daryl, I just want to apologize.” I said. We had reached his tent; he wasn’t saying anything as he hung up the squirrels. “Why should I listn’ to you? So you can push me away again?” He entered his tent and I walked in right behind him, I wasn’t going to give up. “Fucking stop please, I had been through enough. Can’t you just listen to me please?” “Fine. Get on with it then woman.” He said as he sat down on his bed. I stood there not knowing what to say first. “Well you goina say sumtin or not?” He said as he started to clean his crossbow. “I’m sorry for pulling away earlier, I- I didn’t want to but my body, I just couldn’t.” I said looking down. “Is that all? You done yet?” He said looking up at me. “Yeah, fine.” I said hurt, I started to walk away when he was suddenly behind me. He wrapped his arms around me from behind and hugged me, I felt so safe. “Daryl. I-“ I couldn’t finnish as he turned me around to kiss me. It was a passionate kiss, soft and sweet. “I don’t know why, but ive got dis feelin for you, Ive never felt this way before. That’s why I got mad at you.” “Im sorry.” I said as we continued kissing. “Can I stay with you tonight? You can say no i-“ “yeah, I’ll feel safer with you around me anyway. Ill protects you.” I looked into his eyes, seeing another side of him, one I have never seen before. I felt the tears start to come, but these ones were happy. I then started to think about my feelings for him; I really liked him, maybe even love. I couldn’t though; love made you weak, feelings made you weak. I didn’t pull away though, I was happy in his arms with his lips on mine, I wanted this to last forever.

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Valdez3283 Valdez3283
4/28/14
Love this!
amazing <3
can't wait for more
tetralibria tetralibria
6/12/13
Just...amazing. There are no words as to how fantastic this story is so far! It gave me all these Daryl feels<3 I can't wait for more XD
WhoLocked34 WhoLocked34
4/11/13