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Never Enough

Feelings

The group was on edge after the incident at the farm house, [url=http://www.polyvore.com/never_enough_feelings/set?id=86129024]Liliana[/url] couldn't blame them for that. It seemed the group was becoming to comfortable since they hadn't had an attack before the farm house in months. Most of the time now most of the men of the group, plus Liliana, barely slept and kept watch. The incident showed them to never get comfortable because the walkers come out of no where.

Liliana sat alone in a field by the camp, cleaning her rifle. She could hear everyone back at camp relaxing by the fire. She decided to come out to the field to get some alone time because she barely ever gets time to herself anymore. Sitting there, she got to think about the group. Most of the people liked her in the group after she showed them she could hold her own and was a valuable asset. The only person who seemed to have a problem with her was Lori.

Lori Grimes often stared at Lili with jealousy in her eyes. Often times Daryl would be the one to point it out. Most of the group noticed, they just never said anything about it. Liliana often wondered why Lori seemed to hate her so much. Daryl told her it was because Rick had seemed to take a liking to the younger soldier. Lili would often blush when Daryl mentioned the once married man. Lili had a slight crush on Rick but would never admit it to Daryl, or anyone else for that matter. Crushes weren't what she needed now and she chose to focus on other matters at hand. Still she couldn't help her self from watching Rick from afar at times and admiring him for his leadership and how he was with Carl.

Liliana put down her rifle and ran a hand through her hair. She had finally decided to wear it down for once, she usually kept it up since it came to her lower back in length. She liked having it down but most of the time having it down was a hassle. She didn't care at this point, it was a nice sunny day and not as cold as it has been the last month. She liked the fact of only being in a t-shirt and not having to wear a sweatshirt. The sun shining down on her made her feel happy and content as she cleaned her gun.

The crunching of grass made Lili look up, Rick sat down next to her with a smile on his face. Lili wouldn't lie and say she wasn't attracted to Rick, most women would be. She couldn't help but admire his blue eyes, almost as light at hers. When he smiled, which wasn't very often, it would light up the room and make her smile. The scruffy look he had going on looked good on him, she figured he would look good even with out it. A man who took charge and took care of the group was commendable, something about that was a huge turn on to Lili.

"Don't have much ammo left for that huh?" his southern accent made her shudder, she loved southern accents.

She shook her head as she looked at her rifle, "Hopefully I can find more, I would hate to have to give her up!"

Rick placed a box of ammo in front of Lili, "Found these a while back, none of us have a rifle like yours so I figured you would like them"

A huge smile graced her face, she jumped on him with a hug, "Thank you so much Rick! I really appreciate this!"

She blushed bright red after she realized what she did, Rick seemed to have a blush too. She apologized before picking up the box and putting it in her backpack. She turned back to see Rick looking through the barrel of her gun, "You have this pretty clean! I can imagine that the military is very strict on cleanliness."

She smiled, "Ya we had to clean them after every use, there were times that even when we didn't use them that we had to clean them."

Rick handed her the barrel, as she started putting her rifle back together. It didn't take her very long to get it back together, she had done it way to many times to count. After she had everything put away she stood up and offered a hand to Rick, "I figured a sweep of the perimeter wouldn't hurt since what happened at the farm. Wanna join?"

Rick took her hand and she helped him up, "Sure Lori and Shane wanted some time with Carl so I have some free time"

Lili nodded, "Alright, meet you by the fire in a couple minutes"

With that the two split up and went to their separate tents. Lili put her backpack in her tent before making sure she had her machete and rifle on her. While waiting for Rick, she sat down on one of the logs that the group had set up around the fire. Glenn, Maggie, and Beth sat at the fire, with Glenn keeping it stocked.

"What were you and Rick doing Lils?" Maggie teased the soldier, with a smirk on her face.

Lili rolled her eyes with a smile, "He gave me some ammo and now were going to do a perimeter sweep"

"Ah yes a perimeter sweep!" Beth and Maggie giggled with each other, Glenn just rolled his eyes at the girly antics.

"I feel like I should leave if you girls are going to take about guys" Glenn went to stand up but Rick stopped him.

"No need Glenn, I'm about to steal Lili away for an hour or so anyways" Rick smiled at the girl her mentioned.

Lili stood up, with a wave goodbye to the three, and followed Rick off into the field. They walked in silence, thankfully not an awkward silence, as they took in the forest's sounds. Spring was fast approaching, meaning warmer weather. Today was a good example of what spring days would be like.

"Beautiful day isn't it?" Rick broke the silence.

Lili couldn't help but start to laugh, "Are you really trying to talk about the weather?"

Rick joined in on the laughter, "Yeah I guess I am...I'm not very good at small talk."

"Neither am I...I'm used to being alone and having no one to talk too." Lili stepped over a fallen tree, "Back on base I did a lot of overnight watches, didn't have anyone to talk to so I had to keep myself amused to pass the time."

They came upon another fallen tree, this one bigger then the last. Rick climbed over it and turned to give Lili a hand. Lili smiled at the fact of him being a gentleman, even in an apocalypse there were gentlemen like Rick Grimes.

"Thanks." she sent him a smile before adjusting her gun. He nodded with a smile before they continued on their way. Lili could feel butterflies in her stomach when he smiled at her. She looked over at him and studied him.

"Lili, I brought you out here to talk..."

Notes

A big thank you to my boyfriend, Dan, who helped me with this chapter! Anyways as usual I don't own anything you recognize just my OC! Comments would be appreciated!

Comments

Please update :(
Update!!
I absolutely love your story. It's not too fast and not slow either, you're perfectly balancing the love story between Lili and Rick (*_* awesome btw) and the actual group life, survival and friendship. I'm like in love with your story (and falling back in love with Rick). I hope you'll publish the next chapter soon, you're keeping me on my edge !
LOVE YOUR FRIGGIN' OC! She's badass, lovable, and smart.
SierraaDixon SierraaDixon
6/30/13
Can't wait to see what they're gonna talk about. I'm pretty sure I know, but I wanna see what it will lead to!
Thewalkingdixon Thewalkingdixon
6/28/13