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forgive and forget

Demons know how to swim

XXX (morgans point of view)
The prison had a mean, nasty mood. I woke up with a headache and a sore back. I greeted everyone when I came downstairs and Michonne just looked away. I saw Andrea missing. I purposely sat on the opposite of the table from her. There also was this other dude, Drake, that kept glancing angrily at me. Great start of the day! I started on my can of peaches with a miserable taste. This is not my day.

XXX (michonnes point of view)
How could I tell him! About last night... how could I tell him what actually happened, what I really feel, what I want. Because the truth is I didnt pull back because I didnt like him and I didnt dislike the kiss. But during the kiss I just felt the governors touch on my cheek, his voice in my ears and his face before my eyes. I DID like the kiss with Morgan, I really did. But I cant tell him about the governor and what he did to me. It had to be my secret forever.
XXX
"Michonne, how could you?" Andrea poked her finger in my shoulder and protecting her huge belly now with her other hand, like she was afraid I was going to kick it.
"What?"
"You know I liked him, you know I wanted him, but you walk in with your thin, gorgeous body and kiss him right in front of my face!"
I frowned.
"Well, whats your explanation?"
"Listen, morgan and me is not going to work out. Have him."
This was the truth. Morgan could never trust me again. I had to stay away from him. I wanted nothing else than to be with him but I missed the chance, gone.
"Do you love him?"
"What?"
Her anger loosened, I could see it in her colours.
"Do...you...lo-"
I felt myself fall to the ground, my body slammed on the hard grass. My eyes turned inside out. Ere she was.
"Michonne, He is coming! now! wake up and fight!" She sounded desparate.
She faded and I felt the pain in my eyes again. I woke up to find a terrified looking Andrea looking up at me.
"The governor is coming." I stood up and ran to the prison. I opened the doors and...
BANG, BANG BANG!!!
Shots filled the air and I fell to the ground.
"What the fuck!?" Daryl exclaimed.
"Governor!" I screamed at my loudest.
"Everybody, get your weapons!" Rick shouted. All of us reached the yard to find the governor not aiming at us but at our door and they were throwing heavy rocks and metal onto our fence making it nearly break. They sat in trees safe away from the walkers. Our secure fence, our advantage was weakened.
"What now!" morgan screamed.
"Shoot at the trees, hit them off their trees!" Rick ordered and we followed. We got out our guns, but the men were hidden well behind the leaves. And there he was, the man himself. In his big jeep he stood proudly, The Governor.
I saw various men falling from their trees but who knows how many more there are. The walkers were still leaning in on the gate, eager to get a bite out of us. There were so many, I was sure the governor fed them. Did he? Rick seemed clueless, our defense wasnt working. The governor smirked, widely because he was winning. However, he himself didnt do anything but his men sacrifised themselves for him. Rick would give his own life for the safety of the rest of the group. Rick ordered us now to secure the fence. The shots stoppedslowly one after eachother, why?
"Gov, ammunitions out!"
"Keep throwing!"
The ammunitions out. Great! Glenn, Maggie and Beth ran to the back of the prison and came back with extra wooden planks, metal poles and wires. Rick helped them secure the fence. Further I saw woodburry people also trying to help secure the fence. Further on, they tried to help us and themselves too.
"I will watch how you help yourselves into hell, unless you all surrender!" the governor laughed and then he saw about twenty more woodburry people running out of the prison and he noticed Karen.
"Woodburry? traitors!"
"You killed all those who were loyal to you!" Karen shouted aiming her gun at the governor. But he was too much in between the trees so she missed. A bullet hit her head and she stepped back two steps before collapsing on the ground. The governor shot her.
"I have a whole pistolful, with more of these." he showed his gun and shot tyreese. The flesh next to his arm was ripped of like the legs of an octopus when being pulled of a rock by the rough sea. Tyreese fell to his knees and more shots followed. Two unknown older woodburry people fell. Then one shot was released besides me towards the prison.
Ha! he missed.
Two more shots came of which one hit An old man his side, and the other was shot at the ground two centimeters away from Carols feet. Rick was already at Karens side and hershel and Daryl were putting pressure on the wound of the old man. Then came the last shot released by the governor. I felt the pain on my right side of my skull. The bullet flew beside my head, the noise screaming in my ear and the pain, the pain was the worst. I felt myself grab my head and then I fainted. When I woke up I did inthe arms of Hershel with a banded around my head and he helped me and Tyreese back to the prison.

XXX (morgans point of view)
"Retreat!" the governor sounded furious, "we will attack another time, fucking prison!"
Astonished by the abrupt stop, but also relieved we were not all torn apart by walkers, we reached our wounded and dead and Rick and Daryl chased after them to check if they really went away I guess.
I walked to the prison and saw Carol trying to put pressure on the wound of a woman. She had blond hair and a gun still in her hand with the safety off. It was Andrea. She was crying, and making sufficating noises almost. I kneeled down beside her and picked up her head. I saw my tears drop i to the grass next to her face.
"M-morgan..." she whispered and I reached my head clloser to her mouth, "michonne, she...loves...you."
I sniffed.
"please, for my sake, admit you do too."
"I do, Andrea dont die."
"admit it to her."
I heard Carol sniff and catch her breath.
"Carol, save my baby?"
Carol nodded. I put my hand on her back.
"Amy, here...I c-come..." Andrea mumbled before her eyes turned blank.
I grabbed out my knife and passed it on to Carol. She hesitated but began to cut in Andrea's stomach. Carol was cutting cautiously but it was hard with all the blood and intestines rolling out. I puked. I couldnt handle it. Carol looked disgusted too but she kept tellingherself:
"Hold on,carol, do it for Andrea."
I was cleaning my mouth from all the vomit, you could see we ate rice and beans yesterday, and helped Carol. She told me to hold the grey, clammy uterus open. Then I saw it, all colour just left the body and the organs and the blood that came spurting out now was darker red. I looked for my gun in my pocket. I couldnt find it, i mustve lost it in the field. Carol gave me her gun as I saw the dead Andrea arise. Further away I heard footsteps running towards us. I pressed on my arm and heard the cries. Baby cries. I looked and saw Carol with her blood covered hands with a small baby crying with the navelcord still attached to its belly button.

XXX (michonnes point of view)
I was sure I was the only one who could see it. The black liquid running through the navelcord, from Andreas body to her baby. Morgan was crying and Carol was hugging the baby, both next to the dead body of Andrea who was now a killed walker. I ran forwards and held the navel cord in my hands.
"A knife!!!" I shouted. Carol was astonished and gave me her small knife. Morgan looked confused.
I took the knife and cut the navelcord as close to the body of the baby as possible but I didnt know if I was in time. Did the black liquid for other people invisible reach the baby?
"Michonne, what was that?" Carol cried.
"Later, this baby needs care now!" Carol nodded and brought the baby in.
"Michonne?" Morgan asked confused.
"There was a black liquid running from Andrea to her baby, did she turn?"
"Yes, I killed her." Morgan explained, "But what was that black liquid you saw?"
"I think, you know how black is a sense of death?"
"yeah."
"If that cord was not cut off, the baby wouldve died and turned too because it got infected through the navelcord by its mother."
"Did it reach him?" Morgan asked.
"I dont know."

XXX (morgans point of view)
"Alright, he can be in the cell with Judith." Rick ordered.
"NO!"
"Michonne, whats wrong?" Rick asked.
"He cant." Michonne kept to her point, "he might turn."
Everybody gazed at her. But she kept holding on.
"What?" Glenn was the first one to speak up.
"I saw it. The baby might turn."
"How do you know that?" Hershel asked.
"The navel cord turned black. I cut it but Im not sure if I cut it in time." Michonne said neutral.
"It didnt, i was there too."Carol spoke.
"If michonne saw it, she saw it. She doesnt lie." I said.
"How do you know." Rick asked.
"Come on Rick, everyone, since Merle took michonne and Daryl and I saved her she has been acting weird," Daryl froze at the name of his brother, but I continued,"She told me she sees colours around people, what theyre feelings, she also sometimes speaks to Luna, a girl thats dead, and a colour everyone carries is black, the dead are only black and the rest of us is partly black since we are all infected. Andreas death was spreading, and since the navelcord was attached, the death was spreading to the baby."
No one said annything. Thank you was written all over michonnes face.
"How are ya s' sure she really does sees all those things? an' talks to a' dead girl?" Daryl questioned.
"I saw it. I saw it one time when Michonnes eyes turned black and she started talking into space, to luna who wasnt there."
"hmm" Rick frowned. I could see they all didnt believe us.
"Rick come forward. Michonne can explain exactly how you feel right now."
Michonne nodded.
"Rick, you are very hungry, anxious you are insecure and you dont have love but you do have a lot of yellow so you are very much scared. You are not angry but confused and of course you carry the virus so you are partly dead." Michonne said focusing on the space around Ricks head.
He nodded.
"Unbelievable" hershel said.
"I cant believe it." Maggie gasped.
"Maggie, the biggest part around you is pink for love," Michonne said and Glenn hugged Maggie,"You are extremely hungry. You are not scared anymore or anxious. Of course you are partly dead... you are also one of the small group of people with indigo in their colours which means happiness."
Everybody seemed to believe Michonne and me now. Rick called for everyone to go away except for Daryl, Carol with the baby, Hershel, Glenn, Michonne, and I. Daryl was the right hand man of rick, Carol had the baby and would probably take care of it, hershel was the doctor for medical advice, Glenn usually made the right decision and Michonne and I had some explaining to do.
XXX
After explaining the whole thing about the colours, Luna and the possible infection of the baby we all had come to a decision.
"Carol, its your job to take care of the baby, everytime you bring it food Daryl will come too with a gun just in case it turns." Rick said,"Glenn, I want you to go on a run with Maggie and take Tyreese too."
"I can look what medicines and baby stuff I still have and what I need." Hershel said. There was still some baby stuff from Judith.
"Thats good." Rick agreed, "Michonne, I also need you to check up on the baby if the black colour stuff thing expands, yeah."
Michonne nodded.
"What is the name of the baby?"
"Andrea wanted the name to be Beatis which is I think means blessed one in Latin." I said, "but that is kind of a girls name, I think she hoped or thought it was a girl."
"Why dont we name the child after its mother, like Andy or Andrew or André?" Michonne offered.
"Yeah, that'd be nice." Hershel agreed.
"We can think about it. But I think Beatis should stay like the second name, in honor of Andrea." I said. I wasnt quitte sure, then if every time someone called the baby, I would think of Andrea.
"Lets go outside and help the others burry our dead." Rick proposed.
Everyone nodded and went outside except for Carol and Rick who made a cell ready for the baby. Tyreese, Sasha and other people where digging seven graves: one for Karen, one for Andrea, one for the old man and five more for other woodburry people. Those people had never touched a gun or been in a fight before today. Some didnt at all. However, they gave their lives for us. Andrea was thrown into the first grave, followed by Karen then the old man and the others. Andrea now lay almost next to Donna. Donna. Michonne handed me a flower she probably found somewhere in the field. I thanked her and put it on the cross on Andreas grave. Then the other graves were filled with dirt and a little ceremony was held. Beth stood in front of the graves and began to sing a song.
"I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim." ***
The song exactly described how I was feeling. Why couldnt I just feel nothing at all right now. I was scared and I cant believe Andrea left. I just want to kick everything in my way, I want this fucking hell to end.
Everybody wandered back to the prison. I stood behind to say some last words to Andrea.
"I will take good care of your baby, I promise. I will love him like my own son, we all will. I will do what you told me to do, to tell Michonne how I feel about her. I also promise to kill that son of a bitch of a governor for you. I swear. You were the first friend I had at the prison. and you trusted me and I trusted you not enough. Im sorry for that. Im sorry."
A hand landed on my shoulder. I turned around to face Michonne.
"Did you hear what I just said?"
"Every word." Michonne said.
I smiled uncomfortable.
Andrea would be smiling in her grave.

Notes

*** These are the lyrics of part of the song: 'Can you feel my heart' by BRING ME THE HORIZON. I do not own these lyrics.

(pink is love, green is hunger, yellow is fear, red is anger, grey is bored, indigo is happiness, purple is depressed, brown is anxious, blue is confusion and black is a sense of death.)

Oh, and REALLY IMPORTANT!!! I cant choose the name for the new baby so I ask you all for help. I would love some suggestions for the name. I dont care! I had come up with some but Im not sure if I like them so all names are welcome!

Thank you for following my story, you are all awesome.
And sorry I havent been posting for a while but I started another story but lost motivation but Im back.

Comments

@test subject A
thank you I will try to update as soon as possible :)

neentje neentje
12/9/13

@walking_walker
thank you so much. and for the governor, you'll see!

neentje neentje
12/9/13

excited for the sequel, hope to c you soon. excited to read more.

test subject A test subject A
12/9/13

loved the last chapter! wonder who those other people are, I think they're from the governor. I like how you took a different storyline and I'm looking forward to more chapters.

walking_walker walking_walker
12/9/13
@FefeMacabre
Thanks a lot, I really loved seeing your comment and I felt really happy when you told me you were a fan. So thank you and I will update frequently! :D
neentje neentje
10/17/13